Lyrics in description cripla Dark clouds instrumental (Jbonnez ) Ive really been beating myself up Mom saying why I dont ever grow the fuck up And stop smoking weed that shit just a cover up it aint for me and I know she right But still I fight for that rush I need that drug its like cociane without it I feel like Ill kill myself like Kurt cobain cried so much over my ex Im drained pouring my heart on this track soul train running so fast like the great Dane failed at school but yet they know I still got brain Trying to talk out my problems so I dont go insane yet I know I already reached insanity cause this fire burning inside of me is lit for eternity got three things in me hate love and more hate shits a trinity my madness has reached infinity and god damn it its killing me But I cant stop I love hip hop Love gettin in the car and have my head bop When you roll up a blunt and scream fuck cops like man fuck them what have they ever done good for me confiscate my grinder and weed take my dad away from me? Like I aint feeling that GI aint feeling what dem fuckers have done to me and my family Im suppose to be living happily and I always put up da front like I am happy Cause life is too short to be feeling crappy thats why I take grasp of all my emotions and keep rapping (Ac Atoms) Waking up in the morning with a bowl in my hand I had the night before last I dont know how it got the I dont know how it got there Light it up breathe it in let it out feelin it <b>…<b>